Hello !
I'm now in the middle of semester break. So yes, the final exam has already ended. I had 5 papers only for final, out of 8 subjects kot. Tak ingat la. My very first paper was on the 2nd day of 2nd week of final exam and my last paper was on the 4th day of 3rd week. Awesome isnt it?
Went to Malacca for the 2nd time with Zaff. Thats how we kind of celebrate the end of final exams. And now I end up to be having movie marathons every single day which I am now almost run out of movies. Thanks to the fast internet connection, and popcorntime. Hahaha. So I might be having series marathons after this. Nope, I only go out at night, surprisingly. So sister was like "wow angah kat rumah". and mum was like "ye, malam je dia keluar. so tak rasa pun macam dia keluar".
I'm gonna register for L yeay ! And P after pass the L test. Like finally right. Because Zafri have to go for his practical and my friends were like "ambik laaa lesen Qilaaaaa". And I'll go for manual driving license ! Because then I'll have more cars to drive :b okay whatever.
Toodles!
Sunday, January 25, 2015
Monday, December 29, 2014
2014 and the past,
Fuhh fuhhh. *habuk* Hahaha okay. Hi everyone!
Soo today is 30th of December 2014, well that means that we're almost there, till the end of the year. So yah, i guess you know what am I gonna write about. Of course about the new year and the years before.
You know, I always having problem with moving on. If something happens, I'll be stuck with the past for such a long time. It's sucks. Okay, so I think I wanna let go of this thing that I've been hold on since 4 years ago. You know, people always talk about ending the year and starting the new year with different people. Well I lost my very precious people in my life about 4 years ago.
Those who grew up with me know me, the real me. Who I am. And i was totally different back then. And I am so thankful for having them by my side. They'll always be there no matter what. Even at my worst. I always wanna go back to school because the life was so much easier than now. I had my friends, true friends back then who willing to help without expecting anything back. I really don't know or I'm still figuring it out like what exactly happened until we're now no longer talking to each other.
I mean I don't know, we all just stop talking after school ended. And most them further studies overseas so we just stop talking. Not really suddenly stop talking, not without having major dramas of my life. So yah, I'm avoiding any dramas right now, in my life. And plus, what I've learned now, people can be two-faced or even infinity-faced. So no, thank you, I'm just too tired dealing with people. So I'm pretty much sure that I don't care about what drama you wanna create just don't mess with my life. Try someone else's. Okay?
So I started my diploma with my very own built high walls and I'm having problem with getting closer to people than they are right now. I'm okay with these best friends I still have in my life. We don't really contact with each other, we're just met or having our small reunion like after 4-10 years. And you guys know who you are. Thank you for still be there.
So to those who left, I am thankful for what we had been through, and thank you for everything, every tears of mine that you guys had to deal with, thank you for listening to my problems, thank you for sorting out my life, thank you for being my friends or best friends and just live your lives to the fullest because I'm pretty sure you guys are having the best of your lives right now, and just be happy and may you guys be successful in no matter what you're doing.
And to those who stay, thank you for staying and let's meet up sometime even we're having hard time to see each other because of different schedules and in different countries and region or states. May you guys will always be happy and take care of yourselves aight! And to new friends, hi! I don't know what else to write.
And here to new year and me not holding on to the past no more. I am now officially letting go of what had happened! Yeaymee, like finally -_-
Soo today is 30th of December 2014, well that means that we're almost there, till the end of the year. So yah, i guess you know what am I gonna write about. Of course about the new year and the years before.
You know, I always having problem with moving on. If something happens, I'll be stuck with the past for such a long time. It's sucks. Okay, so I think I wanna let go of this thing that I've been hold on since 4 years ago. You know, people always talk about ending the year and starting the new year with different people. Well I lost my very precious people in my life about 4 years ago.
Those who grew up with me know me, the real me. Who I am. And i was totally different back then. And I am so thankful for having them by my side. They'll always be there no matter what. Even at my worst. I always wanna go back to school because the life was so much easier than now. I had my friends, true friends back then who willing to help without expecting anything back. I really don't know or I'm still figuring it out like what exactly happened until we're now no longer talking to each other.
I mean I don't know, we all just stop talking after school ended. And most them further studies overseas so we just stop talking. Not really suddenly stop talking, not without having major dramas of my life. So yah, I'm avoiding any dramas right now, in my life. And plus, what I've learned now, people can be two-faced or even infinity-faced. So no, thank you, I'm just too tired dealing with people. So I'm pretty much sure that I don't care about what drama you wanna create just don't mess with my life. Try someone else's. Okay?
So I started my diploma with my very own built high walls and I'm having problem with getting closer to people than they are right now. I'm okay with these best friends I still have in my life. We don't really contact with each other, we're just met or having our small reunion like after 4-10 years. And you guys know who you are. Thank you for still be there.
So to those who left, I am thankful for what we had been through, and thank you for everything, every tears of mine that you guys had to deal with, thank you for listening to my problems, thank you for sorting out my life, thank you for being my friends or best friends and just live your lives to the fullest because I'm pretty sure you guys are having the best of your lives right now, and just be happy and may you guys be successful in no matter what you're doing.
And to those who stay, thank you for staying and let's meet up sometime even we're having hard time to see each other because of different schedules and in different countries and region or states. May you guys will always be happy and take care of yourselves aight! And to new friends, hi! I don't know what else to write.
And here to new year and me not holding on to the past no more. I am now officially letting go of what had happened! Yeaymee, like finally -_-
Saturday, November 22, 2014
Presents
Hello it's me!
Okay I know I said that I'm gonna delete the blog but maybe later. Hahaha. Okay so today I cleaned up the room because I'm gonna move in to the other room which is my very own room, which bring me to the part where I can decorate my own room without have to ask my sister can we do this and that. Hahahaha okay. So yah, while went through my stuff, I found few boxes which I keep until now because it's the presents from Zafri. Hehe.
So yah, my very first birthday that we celebrated together was back to 2010. He came to my house in the middle of the night, which he planned it with my brother. I really was surprised. He gave me a handbag that I keep in the other bag because it's been so long so it's kinda break apart. But I didn't throw it away because I don't want to even it's not in a good condition.
And then he gave me a perfume for our one year anniversary, which he left it in my bag because he had to go back to penang. And guess what I really found it on the right day and not realized it was there. The perfume, that I still keep until now because my kind of bad habit is, I don't use up all the perfume till it finishes. I'll leave it like 2 ml and keep the bottle up till now.
Next, he bought me a phone for my next birthday.
Yupp this one. I still have the phone even it's broken, kind of broken. But I still keep it. And the box too!
Next, we both paid to buy this.
Because it was a thing at that moment. So yah it's ours!
And this one, was the present he gave me back to 2011. I still love it and still use it.
I mean there's more but this gonna be a hell long post then. Haha. This bring me to a part where those girls who wish their boyfriend or whoever special in their life to buy expensive stuff for them, and even some said "every guy should learn so much from him". I know it makes you happy, it makes me happy to receive these kind of presents, but you can't make them to buy those stuff for you, it's up to them. Because we all have been through ups and downs which we don't really afford to buy expensive stuff to make you happy. But with even the smallest thing like belanja makan pun is enough. You should be happy to have them in your life and not because they give you things. You know what I mean right? I mean it's kind of advantage to receive presents etc but ig we stop receiving stuff from them, don't be like "why?!". Just be happy they're now yours. That would be enough. Okay?
Byeeee
Okay I know I said that I'm gonna delete the blog but maybe later. Hahaha. Okay so today I cleaned up the room because I'm gonna move in to the other room which is my very own room, which bring me to the part where I can decorate my own room without have to ask my sister can we do this and that. Hahahaha okay. So yah, while went through my stuff, I found few boxes which I keep until now because it's the presents from Zafri. Hehe.
So yah, my very first birthday that we celebrated together was back to 2010. He came to my house in the middle of the night, which he planned it with my brother. I really was surprised. He gave me a handbag that I keep in the other bag because it's been so long so it's kinda break apart. But I didn't throw it away because I don't want to even it's not in a good condition.
And then he gave me a perfume for our one year anniversary, which he left it in my bag because he had to go back to penang. And guess what I really found it on the right day and not realized it was there. The perfume, that I still keep until now because my kind of bad habit is, I don't use up all the perfume till it finishes. I'll leave it like 2 ml and keep the bottle up till now.
Next, he bought me a phone for my next birthday.
Yupp this one. I still have the phone even it's broken, kind of broken. But I still keep it. And the box too!
Next, we both paid to buy this.
Because it was a thing at that moment. So yah it's ours!
And this one, was the present he gave me back to 2011. I still love it and still use it.
I mean there's more but this gonna be a hell long post then. Haha. This bring me to a part where those girls who wish their boyfriend or whoever special in their life to buy expensive stuff for them, and even some said "every guy should learn so much from him". I know it makes you happy, it makes me happy to receive these kind of presents, but you can't make them to buy those stuff for you, it's up to them. Because we all have been through ups and downs which we don't really afford to buy expensive stuff to make you happy. But with even the smallest thing like belanja makan pun is enough. You should be happy to have them in your life and not because they give you things. You know what I mean right? I mean it's kind of advantage to receive presents etc but ig we stop receiving stuff from them, don't be like "why?!". Just be happy they're now yours. That would be enough. Okay?
Byeeee
Thursday, November 20, 2014
The endddd
Fuhh fuhh. Haha berhabuk. I've been so busy, I don't even have time to catch up the new movies for weeks dah ni haih. Oh Ohhh yes, will not be using this blog anymore. Bye bye bye. I guna tumblr saja lepas ni ye youu alls. Sambil cuci mata, sambil post blog. Hahaha okay chowww!
Thursday, November 13, 2014
Turn the page,
I couldnt deny the sadness, disappointment of everything had happened before. It keeps coming back. I thought I'm over it. But even the smallest thing remind me of how people are able to do anything to get what they want despite of any resistances. Looking back on how things crumbled and how this particular person walk away as if nothing happens. It hurts so bad. Its like you dont know the whole thing and you keep rewinding the event and you making up stories in your head to fill in the blank which they insisted not to let you know. And you keep on asking why and what is actually going on. As for me, knowing everything and hurt so bad is better than left with nothing. Because you cant move on until you know why, and whats the reason of all the actions taken.
I need to be able to control my emotion, my own life because letting others doing this, all this to me is driving me crazy. They had fun together and left me with madness. But i believe, Allah itu maha adil, and what goes around, comes around. So let just wait and see. Its not karma, but we know even in Islam, evertyhing you do has the consequences. May happiness will always be with you.
I need to be able to control my emotion, my own life because letting others doing this, all this to me is driving me crazy. They had fun together and left me with madness. But i believe, Allah itu maha adil, and what goes around, comes around. So let just wait and see. Its not karma, but we know even in Islam, evertyhing you do has the consequences. May happiness will always be with you.
Monday, October 27, 2014
Current life
My Current Life
1. What was the highlight of your week?
Nothing like yah, nothing is special.
2. Whose car were you in last?
zafri's
3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
Well, let's see
4. What color shirt are you wearing?
Baby blue
5. How long is your hair?
Shoulder length.
6. Are you good looking?
Hahaha no
7. Last movie you watched?
Kristy
8. Who were you with?
Zafri
9. Last thing you ate?
Nasi goreng
10. Last thing you drank?
Plain water
11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
Can't recall hahahahaha kill me heh
12. Who came over last?
Zafri
13. Are you happy right now?
A big yes
14. What did you say last?
"tidur la"
15. Where is your phone?
Right in my hand
16. What color are your eyes?
Brownish
17. Are you left-handed?
Nopeee
18. Spell your name without vowels:
ST NR QL RZL
19. Do you have any pets?
5 cats
20. Favorite Vacation?
All of it
21. What do you dislike currently?
Nothing I guess
22. What are you listening to?
Better than revenge by Taylor Swift
23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
I'm not sure whether the gold watch or Nike sports shoes
24. What is your favorite scent?
Lemon. Yes.
25. Who makes you happiest?
Family friends and Zafri hiks
26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping?
27. When is your birthday?
22nd of march
28. Who has the same phone as you?
No one that I know
29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
After I finished my diploma
30. Do you read your horoscope?
Used to
31. Where was the last place you bought something?
Wait i can't remember what was the last thing I bought?
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
Loving it
33. Do you bite your nails?
Nopeee
34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
Not that expensive. But yah pretty much
35. Do you wear any jewelery?
Bracelets
36. Myspace or facebook?
Neither
37. How fast have you driven a car?
Hahahaha since I don't have my driving license yet, so the answer is not so fast. Don't wanna cause any trouble
38. Have you ever smoked?
I tried once because I just wanna know the taste of the cigarette. Hahahaha
39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
Well out of 10 subjects, i like engineering drawing the most. Hahaha bio? The least favourite.
40. Do you have Verizon?
Nopeeee
41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
Tall dark and handsome = zafri
42. Do you have any hidden talents?
Try me
43. Favorite Song?
None
44. Do you like to sing at all?
Not really
45. Dream Job?
Something adventurous and not in the office of course.
46. Where does most of your family live?
Shah alam
47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
I have 2 sisters and a brother
48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nope because my little sister kinda took all the attention away from me
49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
Where's my phone
50. Do you drink?
Plain water? Yes
51. Know any other languages?
Bahasa and English. Yah
52. Ever write a coded message?
Haha no
53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
I'm single and not married yet.
54. Do you have any children?
Hahahaha noo
55. Did you take a nap today?
Nope, I've been so busy
56. Who has the same birthday as you?
A long lost friend of mine. Met her like few years back then through her boyfriend but now I don't even remember her name...
57. Ever met anyone famous before?
Yes, like so many times
58. Do you want to be famous one day?
Nah
59. Any Pet Peeves?
No
60. Are you multitasking right now?
Am not
61. Do you like Britney Spears?
Okay je
62. What is your least favorite chore?
I don't know
63. Last place you drove your car?
Well not my car, the last time I drove which I'm not sure from where to where. Sec9 to home I guess. Or sec 7? Hahaha I don't remember.
64. Ever been out of the country?
Yes
65. Where were you born?
Malaysia hahaha
66. Could you handle being in the military?
I am not really sure but used to be active in marching activities and jungle tracking camping and stuff
67. What is your average cell phone bill?
Rm100
68. Who are you thinking about right now?
Tbh, Zafri lolololol
69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
Err can't recall
70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
More than 10 for sure
71. Are your toes always painted?
No
72. How many piercings do you have?
A pair. Thinking of getting 2 more. Hahahahah
73. What are you doing today?
Study for the test tomorrow and zafri's friends sister wedding.
74. Have you ever been gambling?
Nope
75. When is the last time you updated your page?
Tah laaa
76. Do you like rollercoasters?
Hell yes.
77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
One day!
78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Pooh.
79. Last thing you cooked?
Mee goreng for breakfast!
80. How's the weather?
Raining heavily
81. Do you e-mail?
Yupp,
82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Throw it away whenever I'm angry? Haha
83. Last time you were sick?
Few weeks ago
84. What states have you lived in?
Selangor
85. Do you wish you could move?
Nope never
86. What is your dream car?
The volkswagen beetle! The classic one.
87. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
Nope
88. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
Rome!
89. Are you happy with your life?
Yes I am, minus the stressful parts.
90. What is one regret in your life?
Well I don't have any. Hahahaha since I did pretty much stupid things, but we humans make mistakes. So whatever.
1. What was the highlight of your week?
Nothing like yah, nothing is special.
2. Whose car were you in last?
zafri's
3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
Well, let's see
4. What color shirt are you wearing?
Baby blue
5. How long is your hair?
Shoulder length.
6. Are you good looking?
Hahaha no
7. Last movie you watched?
Kristy
8. Who were you with?
Zafri
9. Last thing you ate?
Nasi goreng
10. Last thing you drank?
Plain water
11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
Can't recall hahahahaha kill me heh
12. Who came over last?
Zafri
13. Are you happy right now?
A big yes
14. What did you say last?
"tidur la"
15. Where is your phone?
Right in my hand
16. What color are your eyes?
Brownish
17. Are you left-handed?
Nopeee
18. Spell your name without vowels:
ST NR QL RZL
19. Do you have any pets?
5 cats
20. Favorite Vacation?
All of it
21. What do you dislike currently?
Nothing I guess
22. What are you listening to?
Better than revenge by Taylor Swift
23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
I'm not sure whether the gold watch or Nike sports shoes
24. What is your favorite scent?
Lemon. Yes.
25. Who makes you happiest?
Family friends and Zafri hiks
26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping?
27. When is your birthday?
22nd of march
28. Who has the same phone as you?
No one that I know
29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
After I finished my diploma
30. Do you read your horoscope?
Used to
31. Where was the last place you bought something?
Wait i can't remember what was the last thing I bought?
32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
Loving it
33. Do you bite your nails?
Nopeee
34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
Not that expensive. But yah pretty much
35. Do you wear any jewelery?
Bracelets
36. Myspace or facebook?
Neither
37. How fast have you driven a car?
Hahahaha since I don't have my driving license yet, so the answer is not so fast. Don't wanna cause any trouble
38. Have you ever smoked?
I tried once because I just wanna know the taste of the cigarette. Hahahaha
39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
Well out of 10 subjects, i like engineering drawing the most. Hahaha bio? The least favourite.
40. Do you have Verizon?
Nopeeee
41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
Tall dark and handsome = zafri
42. Do you have any hidden talents?
Try me
43. Favorite Song?
None
44. Do you like to sing at all?
Not really
45. Dream Job?
Something adventurous and not in the office of course.
46. Where does most of your family live?
Shah alam
47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
I have 2 sisters and a brother
48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nope because my little sister kinda took all the attention away from me
49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
Where's my phone
50. Do you drink?
Plain water? Yes
51. Know any other languages?
Bahasa and English. Yah
52. Ever write a coded message?
Haha no
53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
I'm single and not married yet.
54. Do you have any children?
Hahahaha noo
55. Did you take a nap today?
Nope, I've been so busy
56. Who has the same birthday as you?
A long lost friend of mine. Met her like few years back then through her boyfriend but now I don't even remember her name...
57. Ever met anyone famous before?
Yes, like so many times
58. Do you want to be famous one day?
Nah
59. Any Pet Peeves?
No
60. Are you multitasking right now?
Am not
61. Do you like Britney Spears?
Okay je
62. What is your least favorite chore?
I don't know
63. Last place you drove your car?
Well not my car, the last time I drove which I'm not sure from where to where. Sec9 to home I guess. Or sec 7? Hahaha I don't remember.
64. Ever been out of the country?
Yes
65. Where were you born?
Malaysia hahaha
66. Could you handle being in the military?
I am not really sure but used to be active in marching activities and jungle tracking camping and stuff
67. What is your average cell phone bill?
Rm100
68. Who are you thinking about right now?
Tbh, Zafri lolololol
69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
Err can't recall
70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
More than 10 for sure
71. Are your toes always painted?
No
72. How many piercings do you have?
A pair. Thinking of getting 2 more. Hahahahah
73. What are you doing today?
Study for the test tomorrow and zafri's friends sister wedding.
74. Have you ever been gambling?
Nope
75. When is the last time you updated your page?
Tah laaa
76. Do you like rollercoasters?
Hell yes.
77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
One day!
78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
Pooh.
79. Last thing you cooked?
Mee goreng for breakfast!
80. How's the weather?
Raining heavily
81. Do you e-mail?
Yupp,
82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Throw it away whenever I'm angry? Haha
83. Last time you were sick?
Few weeks ago
84. What states have you lived in?
Selangor
85. Do you wish you could move?
Nope never
86. What is your dream car?
The volkswagen beetle! The classic one.
87. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
Nope
88. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
Rome!
89. Are you happy with your life?
Yes I am, minus the stressful parts.
90. What is one regret in your life?
Well I don't have any. Hahahaha since I did pretty much stupid things, but we humans make mistakes. So whatever.
Saturday, October 25, 2014
Hiks
Have i told you that, one day, we went to pejabat agama islam if I'm not mistaken, to take borang kursus kahwin for Zafri's cousin and his fiancée. Then I waited in the car and blablabla. He came back from the office and then he gave me the papers. And i was like, "why there are two sets?" and he replied "oh ours?" and he made this face, he smiled and with his brightest eyes hahahaha my god. Comel nak pengsan. That was so nice of him to actually think about going to the kursus kahwin. But we're going to finish our studies first of course. Hahahahaha dah bye.
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